Someday..we'll know.

As we say our goodbyes to another angel, I can't help but question God's motives. My heart has been so heavy for so many people in the passed few weeks. I start to wonder why. Why do we have to bear such painful situations? I know that if God brings you to it, he will bring you through it. But it seems like the pain just doesn't stop. I know I have to trust the process and that he only takes the best first. I keep praying everyday for some sort of answer. It is not exactly a walk in the park watching your loved ones suffer, but all I can do now is offer up my prayers and hope they lead us to the light in the tunnel. One day I will get answers, but for now..I will keep the faith and walk this painful journey he put me on.