Aloha 2013!

2012 was probably THE hardest year of my life. I am prepared to wrap it up and move on. My guardian angel will be watching over me as I achieve big things this year. Although she will not be here to watch me get married, or have kids, or do big kid things..I know she's watching me and has the best view from heaven. I will strive to live my life to the fullest and leave a legacy like hers behind. She showed everyone that no matter how much you do, you can always do more. Life is about giving. Life should be selfless. I will open my heart more to others. I will live for my mom. I will make 2013 better than 2012. Happy new year's everyone. xoxo

It's been almost 4 months since I've blogged. I just have no idea how to put into words the emptiness, pain, and sorrow that I've been feeling. I have been dreading Christmas for months and now that it's here..the sadness of missing my mom is kicking in full gear. Oh how I wish she was here this year. But this post wasn't to mope or to complain..we had our family christmas party a little early this year. Seeing all of my baby cousins and family enjoying each other's presence just felt like it did every year. It was as though she never left. Her warmth was still holding us all together, and for that I am thankful. I am praying and keeping the families of the victims from the Connecticut shooting close to my heart. I feel their pain and my heart breaks a million times for them. Merry Christmas to all, hold your family close and love one another. Until next time..